I really hurt myself today.

I said that I was hurting earlier, but now I really am.

I was standing on some furniture to hang a light when I took a tumble. It all seemed like slow motion. I could see myself falling and everything else falling on top of me, but I couldn’t do anything to stop any of it. Broke a lot of stuff on the way down (hopefully not any bones).

I just laid there for a moment wondering if everything was OK. That is always a weird moment. I got up and my ankle and leg hurt a bit (some scratches and scrapes), but everything else seemed to be OK. As time went by though, I started to stiffen up a lot. My shoulder/collar bone area is hurting like hell right now. I can’t remember the last time that I hurt myself so badly. I don’t think that anything is broken, but it is pretty hard to pick things up with my left arm. If it still hurts tomorrow I might go in and have it checked out. Right now just aspirin and some rest and hopes that it will feel better.

Why did I have to do something so stupid? I can’t even blame it on being drunk. I was sober as hell.